Sunday, January 14, 2007

Still Brrrrrr....

I shouldn't complain. Our winter has been incredibly mild until now. Most folks are staying in but after going out today I can say the roads aren't too bad. Granted if they were crowded with cars they'd be bad because many would drive stupidly. If you keep yourself to around 25 to 30 mph though you're good to go.

Yesterday we stayed in and I put a pot of ham and beans on. I also spent some time getting my desk area organized. I have this small sheep collection and Mike finally put up a shelf for them. This got the damn sheep off the shelves over my computer and I was able to put a small fraction of my action figures up. I'm sure many of you will look and say that it doesn't look small but keep in mind that my big closet in the computer room has seven bins of action figures. What can I say? I always wanted super-hero toys when I was a kid and they weren't available. Well, Mego dolls were but they were too pricey for me.

Here's a link to my blog entry showcasing pictures of my desk area and the sheep shelf if you're interested: www.flooby.com/2007/01/newly-tidy-long-view-of-desk-area.htm.

Tamara

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Friends or not?

The weather here has been record breaking cold over the last week or so and the snow still sits on the ground waiting for the thaw. It's gonna be there all weekend according to the weather reports and my thermostat out back.

All this cold has created an interesting feature in my back shed. Mind you this is a space split into two rooms. One has a washer, dryer, freezer and some storage for extra food items. The other space further back is huge and holds my bins of storage crap and a large area of tools (someday I will make a work bench there hopefully). Last night doing laundry I opened up the door and two bats flew past in lightning speed...very cool. However, later in the night I walked in to get my dried clothes from the dryer and noticed furry little things scampering across the floor. Then again this morning, bright and early, I popped in quickly to get some stuff. I opened the door to and entire fleet of those furry animals helping themselves to some cat food I had stored back there (no longer). These friends I don't really need. Here's hoping warmth returns soon and they all find their permanent living spaces once again and that it doesn't include my shed area.

Now back to the regularly scheduled programming. Enjoy your updates!

Elisa

Friday, January 12, 2007

Brrrrrr....

A lovely ice storm has hit my state today. Due to the bad weather hitting around 10 am, Cal's Pre-K class was cancelled (he goes at 12:30). I was subbing and just kept him with me for the rest of the day. The school was darn empty by lunch time. Many parents came up early and checked their kids out. Day Care centers picked up early because they were planning on closing early themselves. Teachers tripled up on classes and the hallways were soooo peaceful. All in all, it was an incredibly easy day of subbing.

Okay, enough of my blabbing. The ice continues to fall and I've got a long housebound weekend ahead. Wish me luck!

Tamara

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Ramble from Lara Zielinsky

You read it correctly. Two ramble nights in a row, yeah and thanks! Okie and I can always use the break. Now with no further fanfare another set of splendid words by Lara Zielinsky.
My own space

No. This is not about MySpace. Though I do have one. What this is about is "my space", having a personal space. To sit. To read. To write quietly.

Where I don't have to pick all my stuff up and pack it away because I'm done and I have to let the dining room table return to "dining ready" status. Or the corner desk at work where I have to remember to put everything back where I found it when I get up from lunch break. Or the corner table at a book store or library where I have in my writing bag some of what I need (but am missing something nevertheless) to write because there is no clear place anywhere else.

I have returned to the land of the "desked". Those who have a permanent place to have their things. I have a small bookshelf, a flat clear desk, a monitor and space to hold handwritten pages (over 30 of them) that I have composed since losing my laptop monitor some four months ago.

You never really get why having a desk is so important, until it's gone.

See, in addition to my laptop monitor cracking four months ago, my house has been undergoing renovations. The major thing to lose its place in the shuffle was my desk. I carried the bills to pay around in my bag. I carried my writings around in another bag. I caught computer time here and there, but it was never enough to catch up on the backlog.

But now I have back my own space. My own chair. My own ass in it, not a pile of someone else's books, papers or detritus.

I'm raising a glass of wine and toasting my success. Now to get to work getting all the last four months of backlog into the computer and out to the world.

--
Lara Z
www.lzfiction.net


I totally agree with you Lara, one truly needs that space. Whether you write or not having your own space is something each of us should have.

Please thank these very nice folks who graciously ramble for us and, if you so desire, join them and send us your thoughts and comments.

Have a great night and enjoy the updates!

Elisa

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Ramble from Red Hope

Lucky you. Red Hope read E's words and sent a ramble. Keen.
I'm an older writer from the Xenaverse since May 23, 1999 and I remember those days when feedback was plentiful and writers (bards) were wild. Hardly any of us knew what publishing was but today many bards are well accomplished, published authors or they just faded into dust. For awhile there I thought maybe I was one of those dusty bards that many forgot. Recently, I've unshelved myself after I recalled why I was writing fanfiction. And I tell ya, it's been no easy task to catch up and wiggle back into this new generation of readers. Sometimes my thoughts ramble in my head and question whether trying to revive the classic Xena fanfiction really works today. Am I out of seasons like Xena?

And uber-who? I chuckled when I first heard that term. Yea, I've remolded Xena and Gabrielle into uber style versions, which was an adventure! What I do recall, above all, were the days before I was a Xena writer where I was a Melissa Good inspired just like many others, I bet. Yea, I was the kid at my high school that established the new rule where students had a printing limit. Oops! But it's the old bards I miss and I encourage the new bards like my friend, ScribingBard52, who I lovingly egg on to write more.

What else can I say? Hey I was here, I left, and I've returned. I've expanded to new universes like a lesbian Supergirl, Star Trek Voyager, and Law & Order SVU yet I still return to the classic Xena. Do you know the roots of a published, lesbian author? I bet plenty of them will proudly state femslash fiction from Xena, Star Trek, Buffy... etc. One truth still remains the same: where there are readers there are writers so when the readers go silent so do the writers.

And for my next trick, I find myself needing my readers' help as I try something new with Project Amazon. So thank you to all my readers that have stood beside me and I welcome any new ones to the challenge. May the classics never fade but continued to inspire the new.

Thank you to the gals at Uber Etc. for my soap box!

Your Rambler,
Lillian Hall a.k.a. Red Hope
redhope@redhope.net


Red Hope posts at many places but the best place to find her work is at her web site: www.redhope.net. Thank her for rambling by reading her work and giving feedback.

Tamara

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Wind, Rain, and Snow

Global what? I know my city (Seattle) is certainly not used to this type of weather. The crazy hot summer and now the nutso winter. I'm only hoping no trees visit my roof again. I'm still cutting up and clearing away the last one. Wind, sleet, and snow forecasted for the night. My daughter is looking forward to it a lot more than I.

Now enough of my ramble. Back to your regularly scheduled programming. Enjoy them!

Elisa

p.s. The Shatterstorm Productions FemSlash Advent Calendar: Dead of Winter 2006 winners have been announced.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Announcing Passion & Perfection's ~ Epic Proportions Challenge

Hype Time!
It's time for the first Passion and Perfection long story challenge. The full details of the Epic Proportions challenge can be found at www.ralst.com/EpicProportions.html.

Signups for the challenge will remain open until the due date (5th April), and all femslash fandoms and original stories are welcome (so long as they avoid the usual site squicks). Both regular site contributors and newcomers are also welcome.

If there are any questions you can contact me at ralst31@gmail.com

Here's hoping for lots of stories.

ralst


Very keen. You should all be chomping at the bit to read these loooong stories. One more bit of hype while I've got you here...a few of the creators behind the L Word have started a new web site OurChart.com. It looks interesting. Check it out if you get the chance.

Tamara

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Ramble from Mary

Yippee! Someone heard my plea for words. Thanks Mary!

I want to remind all lovers of lesfic and detective fic to check out Rose Beecham's (aka Jennifer Fulton's) Grave Silence and Sleep of Reason, featuring the aptly named undercover FBI agent Jude Devine, who gets to plumb the depths of human cruelty while on the lookout for provincial home-grown enemies of the US.

This has to be one of the most attractive butch-goddess heroines since J Redmann's irresistible Mickey Knight--physically imposing, vulnerable, fearless, tenderly empathetic, smart, wryly self-deprecating, reflective, and very very hot. The background to her investigations is the harsh majesty of the desert Southwest, an environment particularly suited to Fulton's characteristic touches of the supernatural, though here the very rigor of the elements keeps the action (and Jude's thirst for emotional connection) firmly tied to this-worldly phenomena--including Jude's frustrating on-again-off-again relationship with her prime object of desire.

Fulton is awfully good at bringing the sympathetic characters to life with deliberately oblique touches--both in the physical descriptions and the psychological observations. We glimpse Jude and the other characters--and feel the distinctive rhythm of their emotions--as if in passing, but the cumulative impression they make is complex, indelible.

For those readers like myself who crave a balance between procedural action and romance, but do not particularly require blow-by-blow sex scenes to get turned on by the romance, Fulton is in top form in these two books. I find them tighter and more vivid than her Moon Island series, perhaps because Jude herself is such a compellingly 3-dimensional figure, and the challenges she faces (drawn from the scary headlines of an America that that has been relegated to the periphery of national attention) are so dire. I like it when Fulton keeps a steady focus on one protagonist and one main narrative--it seems to bring out her strengths as a writer.

Mary


Nifty a review from a reader. I like that. Let Mary know what you thought. And Mary, thanks for sharing your thoughts.

Now on to your updates, enjoy 'em.

Elisa

p.s. The Academy's Bard Challenge #16: Solstice from A to Xe has ended. Check out the participants' stories and be sure to feed them.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Confession

This holiday season brought a truth home to me. I have the potential to become a reality tv show addict.

This last week VH1 ran a mega marathon of America's Next Top Model. Six seasons of skinny girls (and a few plus size gals) vying for the best shots and the chance to be proclaimed America's Next Top Model.

I initially started watching it while making my calls. It's easy to keep the volume really low and not get too wrapped up in the action. But damn did I get hooked. So hooked that I'm going to make sure and watch cycle 8 when it begins in February.

I should have suspected this really. I've been addicted to Survivor since episode two of the first season. I resisted watching the first episode because I thought the whole concept was stupid. Mike watched it and by episode two I was also sucked in.

Okay. I can hear you saying watching two reality series doesn't mean you're addicted. Ah...but there's more. VH1 has become quite the reality tv show network. They call it Celebreality. I find myself being drawn into too many of their shows. One of the most insidious is Flavor of Love. I can't even begin to explain to you why I find this show fascinating.

Flavor of Love has spun off another show that will be starting Monday...I Love New York. E will attest that I've been anticipating this debut with much glee. I'm sick, I know.

And then there's the Top Chef marathon I got sucked into. Now I'm anxiously awaiting the outcome of the final few battles. I'm rooting for Elia. Sadly once Top Chef's second season ends they're starting a new one on Bravo called Top Design. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm intrigued even though I don't have the slightest interest in interior decorating. It's insidious!

Geez, I realize I haven't even touched upon Project Runway, The Girls Next Door, The Surreal Life, or Dr. 90210. Don't worry. These I catch infrequently. I don't actually make time to watch every episode. That would be sad. Well...more sad.

So. There you have it. My shameful secret. Enjoy those updates. I'll be spending my evening putting reminders in my pocket pc....

Tamara

Friday, January 05, 2007

A Fulfilling Friday

The short work week comes to a halt. Too soon and yet not soon enough. Much was accomplished but it left me very tired in the process. I'm looking forward to some slacker time this weekend. Need to boost up that stamina for an entire five day work week next. Been a while since I had one of those. Good news...one day I get to telecommute, so that should make it easier.

Y'all sick of my ramblings yet? I am...so help us out, volunteer some magical words to give Tamara and I the break.

Any of you authors have a new book you want to ramble about? How about you readers, got suggestions or thoughts about what you've been reading? Anything would be a start, so throw them this way please!

One more plug tonight then on to your update. Kris Dresen has once again been working overtime lately on creating some more splendid prints for us all. Take a look. Let her know what you think. I'm still hunting for the right frames for my acquisitions.

Until the next time...may your nights and days be splendid.

Elisa

Thursday, January 04, 2007

2007!

Why can't I remember to write the new year on my checks? It usually takes me at least a good month before I get with the program.

The kids started back to school today thank goodness. They drove me so crazy yesterday I was happy to shut myself in my room and do my three hours of phone calls.

The updates keep on rolling in. You've got a nice mix tonight. Enjoy 'em.

Tamara

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Already Wednesday?

Wow, these short weeks seem to fly by but the updates continue. One note of thanks to Mary for letting me know that I spaced on the Melissa Good update. It's there tonight!

Remember we are always looking for rambles, recipes or any words you would like to share.

Have a good night and enjoy your updates!

Elisa

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Ramble from Phair

Here's phair's first ramble (or rant as she put it) for 2007.
I'm already keeping one of my New Year's resolutions. 2007 is my year without television. I turned in the cable box on December 30. The remote town I live in can not pick up any of the local stations like we use to do in the dark ages. Anyone else remember rabbit ears perched on top of the TV's?

Why, you ask? The ridiculously high cost versus my small amount of viewing time started me thinking about dumping cable a few months ago. However, my decision was firmed up Friday night into Saturday morning. Hours of a death watch for a tyrant which culminated in the gristly image of a shrouded body with a broken neck.

Disgusting. Yet, I sat there and watched as much as I could stomach and a little that I couldn't. I wanted to be mad at CNN for showing so much, the photographers who filmed so much, the lack of control and restraint by the authorities to allow so much to be seen. But ultimately, I could only be angry with me for watching.

If it is true, that the world is what we make it then I want to remake 2007 in my image of how things should be. The world, in my house, will not be a place where the dead and dying or condemned are displayed across a flashing television screen with momentary interruptions to advertise the newest products that I don't really need. In 2007, I will stop numbing myself to human suffering with daily doses of chaos and carnage read to me by pretty little blonde things in way too short skirts. 2007 will be the year I free my head of the empty political prattle shouted at rallies by hollow men and women willing to say anything but the truth just to get their ends to the mean.

2007 is my time to reclaim my humanity and rejoin reality; a program already in progress.

phair
aka
mullaney


Television news is more about scaring than educating these days. Those with the most graphic and sensationalistic coverage get the highest ratings. E's comment to your resolution was "Good. Now she can finish Savage."

Tamara

p.s. It's time to vote on the stories from the ShatterStorm Productions FemSlash Advent Calendar: The Dead of Winter 2006.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Looking

There is a small rock on my desk. My hand reaches for it many times throughout the day. It's silky smooth but with pockmarks all throughout it. Almost as if some type of organism or creature took small bites out of it. Creating something less than perfect, but in the end it is perfect. I constantly hold and feel each bit of the stone letting the soft parts merge with the imperfections creating a sense of peace.

Like life, this rock, which was gathered at a time of great joy, has faults. Many actually. Each one creating that sense of comfort.

If something is too good we fear the outcome it will create knowing perfection doesn't exist. But if one looks closely, perhaps the fault is creating what we need for perfection? Hence perhaps life is what we have created and continue to make from it? Perfection is all the ups and downs. Maybe we linguistically look for perfection but to that end it already lies within our reach.

Wonder why I can look at my rock and see that it is perfect, imperfections and all and yet I seek something more from my life? Perhaps looking forward one will find that inner Peace.

A New Year lies ahead. Each of us will get to decide what that means. Take the opportunity to look ahead and seek what will become your perfection.

Thanks for sharing your time with us these last few months. Tamara and I look forward to what is held for us in 2007, we hope you join us as well. May this year allow you to hold perfection.

Peace.

Elisa